People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown. - Palahniuk

Friday, December 12, 2008

Needing to write...something

"You cannot have certainty and you don't need it." --Psychology Today

Can someone live by that? Can every moment be rife with possibility, heavy and thick with it? Unaccounted for, unforeseen, unpredictable. Possibility. If we surrender the battle for certainty, we lose the security embedded within it and the shelter wrapped about it. So, we surrender a battle we could never win. And, we gain...everything.

I asked him how he knew psychiatry was what he wanted to do, and he replied, dropping the mannerism of doctor/psychiatrist/counselor/suave-gray-tailored-suit-van-der-Rohe-Barcelona-chair-sitting man, "I didn't know...In medical school, we did rotations and you find what fits."

Then, what hit me and resounds still: "It's not a perfect job, but it's not a perfect world."

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